Hey yall...

  Im in ICA and just checkin in.. because im grounded right now.. because i got bad grades and i tlked back.. and i guess they said i dont study for tests or somtin. oh well ill check back when i can. Untill then God Bless ... and have a great day!!

†Tay†

HEY!!

   Better days! Aight this is awesome.. i got Anthony into God.. he actually prayed.. aww that is soo sweet! He is suposed to come with me to Storm.. i hope he likes it!! Im stoked!! And this Wed im goin to see The PASION!! Its at the Regal theater and im goin with my Youth Group.. anyone wana go let me know!! Its goin to be sweet... at 7!!

   God Bless...†

Wow...

     I learned ALOT at the all nighter last night! Nichole..your awesome and you were tlkin about how we should have people older that we can tlk to..and your one of my people...thanks! Anyways.. there was some powerfull messages mostly about staying pure anf not giving in because dont you think your future husband or wife would want the full gift you have to give to them. Megan showed us something that was awesome.. she had a rose and she said that the rose is like all of us girls bodies...and whenever you do somthing *sexually* or w.e with a guy you like even if you think he will be the one that you will marry.. if you do somthing that you think God wouldent like..if you cross your personal boundery you lose a petal.. and by the time you find the right guy and you are ready to marry him.. all you have to give him is this wilted rose without petals... now wouldent you rather give him all you have and this beautiful rose that is so pure and wonderful?? Think about that.. because that really got to me! Its like we keep giving little parts of ourselfs away and our hunband gets nothing special and it doesnt seem to work... we should give our spouse everything we have and some of the most succesfull marriages are of people that have a God centerd relationship and both people were pure and had everything to give to one another. That just sounds awesome to be able to have that strong of a relationship with someone.. but no matter what God HAS to be involved or else it wont work because non christians have different values in life. Even if they say they are christian but arent as involved as you.. that can still be a bad situation.. you need to find someone with the same values and outlook in life as you. And you cant just go out and find them..you have to know it is right and God will show you that but you can just say oh God has that person for me and untill then i can do w.e i want.. you have to pray about it and pray for that person. Another thing Chole said was...even if you dont know who the person your suposed to be with is and you have never met them.. you should sitll pray for them and pray that they are staying pure for you just as you are trying to do with them.. and that if you truely pray for them God will give you the right person that you are suposed to spend the rest of you life with. If you wait till marraige it will be so awesome and bond the two people so much that it will be almost overwhelming.. because you can only give that gift once and wouldent you want the man or women you are going to spend the rest of your life with to have that? I mean wow.. God has that person out there.. so dont think just because you cant find them right now that you wont in the future! Dont lower your standards just because you dont think you can find your *dream* guy and Chole says.. because he is out there and God will show him to you when he thinks y ou are ready to have that relationship that he wants all of us to have. And if any of you that are reading this have done some things in the past that you think were wrong or that God wouldent like just ask him for forgivness.. because he WILL forgive you.. as long as you ask and you give you life to him he will live in you and fogive your sins.. Before you think of doing anything beyond your boundary again just think of it this way.. that God is there EVERY min. of the day and he lives in you and what you do to yourself you are also doing to him.. so dont put yourself threw anything that God wouldent want to go threw. And yes it will be hard to get to that point and say *NO* because its human nature to give into temptation and everyone wants to have fun.. but its a matter of wanting to stay pure for your future spouse..for God.. mainly for yourslef! And it will be tough but you have to confide in your friends and family and God and people at your church to help you and give you the strength to withstand what the Devil wants you to do. Last night Chole had all of us write out a list of the kind of guy we want.. with the looks, personality, his dreams, and goals.. once you have that she said we should just pray for him because if you write doen him goals which was the main thing for me.. some of them were he has to be christian and do devotions with me and have same values.. there was alot more but im not goin to go into detail. And God has the power to give you that and that would be awesome if he did.. and you can take that list with you on dates to see if  that person matches up to it. Wouldent that be awesome if you could give you husband or wife the list and have it be exactly who they are and it would be even more awesome for them to give you a list back and say that they were praying for you too! Wow that would rock! I just think the concept it cool.. that you both could be praying for eachother at the same time and not know it.. and i dont know about all of you but i would want my husband to be pure for me and have the same thoughts on God as i do so we could have a strong God centered relationship. That is probably the one thing i REALLY want in life.. everything else is just a pluss of that. I really learned alot last night about myslef and about life and what to do in certain situations.. and i enchurage you all to do the same thing and try to grow in God and discover more about yourselfs and to find your own values and boundaries and learn how not to cross them. A relationship with God is the most amaizing thing i have ever done! And i hope that you all got somthing out of this to take with you and i hope that you will give yourslef to God. If anyone wants to talk about any of this.. of anything in general.. im here and i want to help.. so come to me or Chole or Megan any of us will be willing to help!

God Bless... †

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